April 2012
March 2012
are cross between, road trips, taking MMA classes, and going to summer classes at OCC.
What am I even
Everytime I see you post a question/survey/shit I make sure to ask you questions. Just because I know it’ll give you some sort of happiness. You think ONE of you would take 2 seconds to return the favor.
“Hey, I just called to tell you i’m out doing something with a lot of people who aren’t you.
And i’m having a great time without you.
But, I have to go because i’m busy with not you!
Bye!”
but when I do, no one asks me shit
Or whenever things start to work out. You start becoming a better, happier person.
That things decide to get flipped upside down?
I don’t like it. And I’m pissed that all the progress I’ve made is diminished. I wish I had someone to talk too.
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I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box
Dear person I hate,
Dear person I like,
Dear ex boyfriend
Dear ex best friend,
Dear best friend,
Dear *anyone*,
Dear Santa,
Dear mum,
Dear dad,
Dear future me,
Dear past me,
Dear person I’m jealous of,
Dear person I had a crush on
Dear girlfriend
Dear boyfriend
Ok
is the most powerful force in the universe.
In tight pants love me
but now I only want you goneeeeeee
Nothing has changed, at all.
Cool
everyone wish tyler a happy birthday too
I may be able to do that. We actually had a bout last night that I still have to put up here. He is a gem.
I just read an article about a girl who was sexually assaulted by a Notre Dame football player. She reported the assault, but the school did nothing about it. She was harrassed by the assaulter’s friends and decried as the aggressor. The girl committed suicide, which finally forced the school into action. The football player is still going unpunished and the girl is now demonized as mentally unstable (she had a history of anxiety problems), a lascivious aggressor, and a racist (the football player was black). Link to the article here. (HUGE ENORMOUS TRIGGER WARNING)
After reading this article, I was literally debilitated with how hard I was shaking and crying. It is infuriating and despicable beyond any words I am capable of stringing together that this happens and happens all the time. There are people who deny rape culture, who deny that we live in a society that creates a hospitable environment for sexual assault.
So fuck your misogynistic sports culture that treats men as infallible gods because they can throw a ball.
Fuck your religious “teachings” that keep people from learning what consent, healthy relationships, and healthy sex looks like.
Fuck your rape “jokes” that trivialize my and other survivors’ most traumatic and emotionally destructive experiences by turning them into a punch line you expect me to laugh at.
Fuck your media that portrays women as objects, turning them into fuck toys and fetishes.
Fuck your culture that alienates me for being a woman.
with myself. I’ve made it a goal to hit the gym 6 times a week, and I’ve done so the past 3 weeks.
So far I’ve lost 10 lbs, of fat.
Added 70lbs to my squats
Added 30 lbs to my bench
Added 20 lbs to my curl
Added 50 lbs to my shrugs
Added 25lbs to my reps of crunchs, sit ups, and oblique crunches
My body doesn’t look perfect, but damn. I’m really making progress.
1 reason to start watching it